...things i've been thinking:
1. I want to finish school.
I think I want to go back. As a precursor, I totally don't regret any decisions that we have made so far. I am a true believer in "going with your gut," and when McKay and I felt like it was the right time to start a family, we did.. I just feel like I am in that spot. You know, that spot where something needs to happen and it's the perfect time. Husband is graduated and happy with his job. We have one baby. I have only a little tiny bit of school left. I want to finish. Really bad. No conclusion yet. Just thinking.
2. about Wicked
Lately I have been wishing that I was a Broadway star- in Wicked. I think this in the car every day, multiple times. I always joke with McKay that I have no talents. I mean, I'm sure I do, but not the obvious ones. I'm not athletic at all and I can't sing. If I could choose one thing to be amazing at, it would be singing. And I would want to have a Broadway voice. McKay bought me the Wicked soundtrack for my birthday and I cannot stop listening to it. I mean, I seriously try. I get in the car and turn on country, mainstream, whatever...but I just start craving "Defying Gravity" and that is that. And just in case you were wondering, I would be Elphaba if I could choose. Has anyone seen the play? I haven't seen it yet!
3. that Jax needs a sister
This is not in the seriously-considering-and-trying stage yet, or foreshadowing of any kind, but today, for the first time since before Jax, I got that baby hungry feeling. It wasn't the kind where I just think that baby is so cute, I miss holding tiny babies. It was like the okay, I want a baby. It's time. I can feel it. I can picture it. I am going to have a boy next. I know it. But just in case there is a little girl up there waiting to join our family, I hope she knows that I already bought her three headbands.
McKay told me to do this for you guys.
He thinks it's 'SO WEIRD' and 'creeeeeepy.'
It seriously isn't thaaat bad...is it?
And P.S. this hat is from Gap and it comes in "M/L." A hat that I can push down all the way on my head?! YES. And this blouse...Madewell...$15 bucks!